Prologue
"Perhaps, there will never be a definite meaning to 'love' and 'hate' ; but everything is always interconnected." -

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I am a girl , I live on earth . I like to eat chocolates and sweets . I like to see the sunrise . I despise spiders, insects and 2.4 km runs . What do you REALLY want to know about me ?
what if-s ?.

what if one day....
you realised that your life is bleak?
you realised that your life is miserable?
you realised that literally everything is artificiall?
you realised that there are many contradictions you find in your beliefs?
you realised that everything is black&white?
you realised that life only comprises of sadistic moves and jovial moves are cold?
you realised that everything is drifting apart from you?
you realised that you enjoy staying copedup in your comfortzone and seal yourself up?

what if one day....
i asked you to take a blade; slit your wrist and collapse?
i asked you to give up on everything and just accompany me silently?
i asked you to stand still and bang yourself on the head?
i asked you to slam yourself on th wall?
i asked you to give me all your emotions?

~ Will you do everything willingly?
th' infamous words: fcuk tht bitch.

ohhkay, fine.
a tad bit, late. but its always better thn not bogging (;

To my dear f&n RELIEF TCHER:
pls lahs, you bloody whore. we know you got time and LOVE our class like shyt, but you dont have to call us stay back th rights? its your goddamn fault tht you werelate for th class can? and for bloodyhell's sake. you are just a RELIEF TCHER? you wanna th class to repeat in your ears? stop throwing your weight around ike nobody's business ohhkays? just cause shariffah is not here, thn you shout at us like no one's business. you were th one who came in to tht fcuking class with your pathetic mood ohhkays, and instead of changing your already-like-shyt attiude, you fling right into our face. comeon lahs. you got menopause ahs? crazy bitch. you came in late into th class, thn gave us how long to do th things you wana receive? goddmn idiot, you think we supersonic movements ahs? do 4 pages of worrkbook without any help thn call us copy 3 recipes plus do th fcuking intro to tht stack of worksheets. let me tel you this old hag - YOU ARE CRANKY.
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I dont like Jacqueline limliyun XD
-Iam suppoused to love her XD
swirls of happines.

ohlalaas, th weather is COLD like dunnoe what. Is colder than perth...

wake up early in th morning arnd 10++ by benpeh's sms, tht asswhole!!!
thn eat breakfast blahblahs liiao thn go down meet him at bubble tea shop. -.-
turned out he was LATE!!! like harh?? make me wake up earli in th morning th he was late and wasted my precious time which i actually have nothing to do at tht time accpt drink my longlost drink: passion fruit green tea ! :D
ANYWAYS!!
met up finally with him after calling him like twice? and literally keep asking him if her jetlag/havent revert back to local time. thn went he like finally come down, he was ranting at me all th while, cause i accidentally cuse him to cancel all his edited pictures... uhohs.. he gt th iam gonna kill you looks :D
but i dont really care lahs :p thn he was talking about how yellow some ppl th teeth is blahblahblahs, thn gotta edit. Seriously, who cares about th little spot on teeth?? -,- as in who will scrutinise thir eyes and concentrate it on tht white blank. nevermind, iam not very good in editing photos at all! so shld keep my mouth shut and let him do th works. One last complain: WHY TH HELL HE SEND ME A ZIP FILE WHEN I DUNNOE HOW TO UNZIP IT???

anyways!! back to story (ohyahs, dont tell me its like as easy as unzipping a zip on clothes.) -,- hahaas. thn he was complaining all th while, aparently, i dont care - only keep eating his food.
I think he is on th verge on spanking my head today, but its fun irritating him :D

thn went to jacqueline's house. chatchatchat like as if time stops for me and nothing else. hahaas. thn.. sms-ed jonathan all th way till 5++? :D went to buy icecream and sweets and teenage halfway. thn took th icecream, but forgotten my other purchases. -,- went all th way back once again.. make me sweat(but just a lil lahs :p)

rotted for th rest of th day. XD - accompanied by ocasional phone calls and messages.

hehees.. talkin to jacq and elvy on fone now :D




~alamaks, iam short -,-
screw up my life, faggots ;D.

hey, finally back from perth. ;D
btw, th faggots word on my title doesnt represent anything. :)

shyt, few days never type on th stupid keyboard, my fingers are like immune to it. :D

b4 i continue, sth to clarify:
who will like a.... ugly boy, when th X-stead, also agrees tht he is ugly?
ohyaas, i finally know how to screenshot luhs. :D 5 mins lesson from yanyong.

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urhs, suppouse to be a veryvery long post, since soo much things hapened. but nvm....
:D


Shiraz: thanks for being my portable pillow :D
fcukitmans, your soo damn funny tht you made my stomach ache everytime i
see your face and jokes. ;D

Khairiyah&Joshua: Get well soon! :)

Yong Jie: I swear iam never ever gonna sit beside you when we are having our meals
again. Iam soo gonna get poisoned by you. ;D
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Hey peepos, you are banned from reading lucille-copyrighted.bs
Thank You.