ooh, great. finally able to breakthrough my IT quarentine period.

took chinese paper today.
paper 1 was like... super sleepy?
thn i cannot stand it lahs, right compo halfway sleep...
thn wake up, finsh up th compo, thn start on formal letter writing
thn it was like... oh my mama, i wanna sleeeep lahs!
thn dunnoe why, i just fall asleep with my elbow on th table and my pen on th paper
fcukshyt, woke up, th paper gt one black splodge....
thn i see luhs, no mood to continue, thn redo again. lulu is stupid &crazy, I KNOW
thn finally do finsh, on th verge of sleeping luhs..
-BUT this time remebered to keep my pen offf my paper (:
anyways, i think iam gonna fail th paper 1, cause i was dozing off, and i also dunnoe wht comtent i wrote, just pure rubbish; nevermind, i will just top th class from th bottom again like CT1 &zhangli probadly wanna kill me again...

receeess:
quite little ppl luhs, dunnoe why.
but jacq say is cause different timin for different level th paper.
&it seems tht wherever i go, for sure see tht idiot.
OMFT..

yayyys, i likeee paper 2, cause i thought it wasnt hard.
not tryin to be proud, but weigen, natalie both said it was easy anyways.
and so, i was trying to be clever and waste off my energy,
cause th feeling of just-eaten-recess and hapily sipping my peach tea was soo niceee,
but i ended up feeling bloated though, caue i drank th entire bttle of peach tea up during th first half off th exam..
soo, as i was saying... tried to be clever, thn did th paper first time using highlighter to find th answers, thn redo th thing again, and if same answer, thn i write on answer booklet..
stupid rights? halfway through th comprehension, thn thought no more time, cause my eyes pachiao, see 11.15.45 as 11.45, only when th second hand move, thn i know.
shytty ass.. thn finally did finish, checked again. thn hand in.
and th reason for th kiasu-ness is cause i know i fail paper 1 luhs, thn must use paper 2 to amend. but i will probadly end up failing for th overall. hahas


after school:
stupid girlfriend brokeeee my black wrist bands, and since ppl call thn sex band,
i didnt carried any suprise whn she told me tht she heard tht if one broke, means you fcuk b4, thn tht elvytenghuiyun go break it like karate like tht..
- nevermind, as long as i know, elvy fcuk b4 with a imaginary human being can alrdy
P.S: please dont kill me, when you read. ((:

thn went to mr rezal's homeroom to rot and wait for jacquelinee,
helped khairiyah's grp to do th carving off th piece of protective layer on th acrylic plastic thing,
thn helped thm chose th colour blahblahblahs.
all was nice till i saw jonathon and his friend,
called my 'lulu malu' ;at least i dont look like banana rights? i got my genes frm humnans, not fruits. thnks a lot.

finallyyy, tht stupid tcher of jacq let her go off and went bck hme.

P.S : i'am seriously boreeed, and brokeee (jacq knows tht fully well ;D )




我爱的人，不是我的爱人
On th day tht you forget me, will be th day which i forget you truely .

&& she's finaally back, but not for long though....

Tag replies:
Huda: yeahs, changed for a longlong timeeeee luhs &hellos back :)
Jacqueline: lols, no one interested in buang-sters one th lahs.
Jane: lols, ohhkays. HONEY i've since th proof of your presence already!!
Wei kiat: uhs... you see wrong person liiaos, iam th ugly one beside th beautiful one :)
Wei loong: orh, hellos :)

oh my kanineh, parents are downright fcukers.
i think iam gonna be like, IT deprived due to my limit usage, or literally, NO USAGE of hp &computer. yahs, tht is unless th genius inside me. which is like, currently planting poopoo in my brain wakes up, flush th toilet bowl &commit my personality to suck up to thm like my sister does. maybe only thn, i will get back my freedom of IT. (ohhkays, or maybe.. i dont even have a genius living inside me XD)

English
perhaps changing seats wasnt a bad idea, even though iam still seating beside terrence...
Daniel was super entertaining and i swear he was like extremely full of himself.
cause he went: my english standard is sec 1, joshua is sec 3 and you are pri 6.
thn later zhihao read his entire compo on 'faces' and my starting paragraph on 'faces' toos, &he went, no! yours pri 6 (to daniel) , thn daniel said to me :aiiyos, thn you downgrade tp pri 4 lohs.
dotzx... my english sucks big time.

F&n
slept th entire lesson away right in front of sharrifah, and was seriuosly suprised tht she didnt ask me to wake up. but huda kept on playing with my cheeks....
hahas; plus i was sleeeeping away with my face helf slanted towards her. caue i am not able to understand and sleep in such a way tht your face is like directly facing th table.. cause its ike hot and stuffy ?

Recess
I saw you, walked literally beside you. but you didnt seem to notice. so I just walked away.

art
helped min erh's grp do th art thing voluntarily since my group havent done finish, and didnt bring to school. &like seriously, min erh, do you HAVE to leave pyss??

Geography
ohhyays, laughed like nobody's business and literally find everything funnie.
caused it all started with ashley giving me 'neck massage' and 'head massage'.
wtf, th nack was like goddamn painfullll ? &th hair massage made my hair messyyy. as in seriously lahs! ohmytian.... thn gotta retie my hair, thn he took my rubber band.
-.- but thn, i always tie 2 rubber band, so it was SAFE! thn he use my rubber band it such a fashion tht he looks like a gay.
first, he put it arnd his head like a headband, in a horizontall manner, made him look like th planet saturn, cause th rubber band was silver in colour... thn he tie his hair with it... look like a hen...
&tht did it, it striked like dunnoe some kind of fire? and my laughing senses is opeaating already lahs. wth, i laughlaugh till xiaoqi seat beside me, and she laughed at me -.- cause it was like.. a super strong infuence luhs. lols.
thn ashley come back after parading his NEW hairstyle...
thn mr rezal gave notes, and i was obviously busy laughing.
thn copied benjamin one lohs. DUH!!! :P

after school.
eat, sleep, drink, play, eat, study, study & coomputer!!!!
(*all in chronological order :P )

i told you she is temperamental

iam happy tht iam forgetting you,
but by reading ppl's blog, i learnt abt sths which i failed.
i failed to erase you frm my memory,
i failed to frget you,
and lastly, i failed to make you love me bck.

today ran napfa, gt position 84, right behing jacq.
thn went to 539 th mac,
thn went home,
thn ... nth happened









Even if everything elses fail, i will still be waiting for you at tht exact same stop everyday.

&she is here to blog again (:

ohhkays... so, wadever lahs (dunnoe wht iam talkin exactly)
i found th two boys friendly today for some reason esp. during chinese class. but gt eff-ed up all of a sudden after i left tht classroom and walked through tht wretched door - so its my attitude problem, not you guy's

skipped science lesson for th first time, iam not in th mood to study at all.
these few days had been extremely dry, nothing interesing at all.
&i think iam givin up hopes on becomin a NE ambassorder, have nt been attending/particpting anything in it at all; cause all of a sudden, iam uninterested.
daniel and terence was irritating, as in super extreme. spat at thm for dunnoe-how-many-times.

th only reason iam blogging is cause, i feel weird w/o blogging for one day. but i have absolutely nth to blog about.

my english is dropping, as in ..obviously? &seriously, it was never good, not even near ohhkays. soo, guess wht? iam prepared to fail or anything.

i dont have f.ms like you guys. you are super.... annoying.

my mind is a blank, and i will and shall just throw my entire head in studying and doin craps, so, like yesterday. continue flooding my fone to no avail.
~at th most, i will look and take notice, even if i do pick up; i will keep my mouth shut. &i will be only calling ppl, for like.. only jacq ?


i tried, and i think iam halfway to suceeding.

not gonna answer any calls, or reply any messages.
continue flooding my fone~

knackknacks~

i need a new grography textbook, cause keeping tht fcukin big tub if white glue in my bag, meant spilling and sticking all of th pages if my geog. txtbook.
finnaly ripped all th pathetic pages, but it still looks like a pile of shyt. and lucille tan cant study with a ruined txtbook in front of her, cause she will wanna flung tht stack of papers down th 10th floor.
(*can you iron paper material like th one's used for tht fcukin book w/o it stickin to th iron or sth which will eff up my mood? )

lessonsss...
sucks as usual, espeacially chinese.
cause i sat in front of two fugly idiots who were sooo xialan.
tht fatass kept calling edwin swimming bra cause of his chinese name, and went around critising ppl with his gay partner whom i think they fcuk each other till they share th sme sentiments on every single thing. and th fcukin gay was like, pissing ppl off and trying to act one innocent one. dont need me to repeat wht they said during art class. afterall, all i can say is both of thm make me have th urge to scream at thm like their are some kind of baby

fatass: you know 'swimming bra?'
gay partner: yah lohs ahahahaas!
(fat ass singing)
fatass: lucille, you know you very fat?
me: yeah, and iam proud of it. not like you, born to embaress yourself
(continue singing)
fatass: scarlet! your compo all copy your excercise book one lahs! otherwise, mine better one!
(continue singing!)
&considering th fact tht i wasnt in a good mood at all since morning, i just turn around and went - ZHENGDE! PLS LAHS, YOU SAY PPL, THINK YOU GOOD AHS? SING MACHIAM CROW KENE SORE-THROUT LIKE THT!

hate me all you wanna afer reading this part. I DONT CARE!

after school,
went bbt,
went playground,
saw a little boy,
and made me and jacq play 'blind mice' with him even though i was obviously in a foul mood,
thn he came,
-psp lend me
-not with me, at home
-no! your bag with you
&i dont care him, thn he walked away. nt gonna risk it another time.


if all things turned out right, i might just make a clean break with you
but if i failed, thn it will all be my fault, none of yours.
因为我爱上你，
所以一切都也许都挽回不了，
但我知道，我一定要先学会放弃

I ain't growing anywhere taller, &it's disheartening ]:

early in th morning 5plus wake up XD
but still, arnd 6.15 thn get out of my house, &went to top-up ezlink card :]

finally reached school luhs, thn wantted to find dumbass dear, but can't contact her,
but saw yongzhiLAOPO instead :] thn went up to mudanliang's classroom to find jacquelineDUMBASS DEAR - good rights? (*pukes) - ahlulu is never kind-hearted :]

&finally, lessons started.
english lesson was like a total blur for me lahs, only remembered tht i had to draw a comic strip based on - harmony. BUT, i went to draw stick ppl :]

thn P.E,
I swear i wanna kill tht stupid melinda lahs. idiot!! i failed th napfa 2.4km run luh mahs, left 1 round niias. gt run or never also fail, thn mr kumar said ohhkays, but she just had to add : awh! nonono, you shld train your stamina even more rights? -,-


C.M.E
i actually slept during circle time, everything i copy from scarlet one lahs.
- iam effing capable, to be able to sleep sitting &under th hot sun :]

Art
did th paper thing with jesper, cause kingsley had to go for wushu training-I WANNA SEE!!! thn went to miss loke's homeroom to borrow masking tapes ....

after school was fun luhs.
walked out of art room, thn saw jacqueline DUMBASS DEAR & weiyiBIGBIRD. thn took 229, but when reach busstop luhs, thn received call from yongzhiLAOPO; said gt sth important to tell me. but thn 229 come luhs. SORRY LAOPO!!
thn went bbt with jacqueline DUMBASS DEAR, weiyiBIGBIRD &lingzhu :]
quite fun, cause mainly, it was weiyi doin th usual craps XD
thn me &janqueline DUMBASS DEAR went to playgrnd to slack.
around 3plus? thn saw guixiong, thn slack together.
1 hour later, he come back from his tuition and slack with us again ;D

**********



th rest of th day was like, spent in a mid-slumber condition. as in i was veryvery sleepy.

Labels: i ♥ JANE toos :]

Tag replies:
Elvy: hellos, girlfriend ;D
Kingsley: fine lahs, here is your name -KINGSLEY TAN IS MY FRIEND- &you very k-po ehs. everything also wanna know ,somemore, i dont like benpeh lahs, i know you like him lahs. go jio him lahs, HOMO!
Jane: honey, good to know tht you like it :) cheerup for th band affair kayys? :)
Jacqueline: lols. look below!
Yongzhi: laopo, i love you lahs XD

currently transferring both of th dj max 1&2 to yongjie via msn messenger; its gonna take time, which is most likely gonna kill me.

today was fun, as in extremely FUN!
received jacq's call in th morning and tht made me bloody pissed of with tht bloody mdm liong and make me wanna slam her upside down (*if i can)
thn went to py bus-stop meet her, thn rotiprata shop. thn jingyang come and join us, supreme entertainer i must say. cause he made me laughed lik a fool. but thn he was caught for being in posessions of ciggerates by rukshana's husband, who is a police...

thn sat with xinyan on th bus to national stadium...
reached there finally, thn originally it was: santeck, singhao, me, lingzhu.)
thn stupid singhao wanna change place, so become: santeck, me(*much to my dismay), lingzhu, singhao. but thn went i amost goin to sit down with my face screwed up like dunnoe-wht, i saw JACQUELINE!! YaYs!! thn i chiong down. XD

thn for th time span tht i spend there, i went travelling along all th seats tht was dry with jacq. first seat: th malay guys in front was effing funnie; cause their seat was wet, so they ripped open th umbrella ans sat on top of it. nxt is in front of zhanyang, zegna and justin. zegna kept asking fr my fone and psp. thn i diedie dont lend him psp, say never bring, in th end, i lend zhanyang. XD thn stupid zehna go all th way to 2-02 th line-up time just to ask me to lend him my hp. thn miss tan was lik -lucille! zegna is your best friend ahs?
& i was like - NO!! i faint ahs..

thn saw pyss th performance, it was like, NICE! :P
thn me, jacq, yongjie and billy ran away halfway and went to mac.
thn gt one guy, stare st his laptop, thn smiling happily away; &obviously, we went like.. wah, watch porn ahs? soo happy?

thn buss-ed home, along th way, we literally treated th bus machiam our house like tht, laugh like nobody's business XD - uber paisehhed

YONG ZHI, JACQUELINE, KINGSLEY - seen your name bigbig already? XD







* ILY

everybody is leaving, for who-knows-wht-reason ?

Obviously, th peh brothers are leaving; thus, literally throwing me by myself in S'pore -,-
& for some reason, he is ignoring me ):

so,
went to school today, thn stupid miss tan scold Nadzirah till she cry, thn cause of one stupid groupwork-ing skit, she went:

th lady: Jesper, why did you back out hlfway? you were th one who volunteered right?
jesper: no because!...
th lady: (obviously dont really care about his opinions) & LUCILLE! you wasth monitress for 101 last year right? i always see you collecting stuffs for mdm liong, wht happened this year?
me: (trying very hard nt to laugh and smile when she is literally on fire)-cause i was like, th difference is, iam nt th monitress this year RIGHT? so why do i have to do all those craps? -,-
th lady: Daniel! instead of joking around and fooling around, why dont you rally them and get thm more enthu ab th whole activity:
Daniel: yes 'cher, sorry 'cher

bird-brain tcher, anyhow scold me without using your brains. I YOUR MONITRESS AHS?
Nadzirah try soo hard already, but you keep wana th class to excel in everything, thn throw her all th things to do/collect/inform &wadeva shyt. in th end, you make her CRY. selfish!

¬hing else happened which left a deep mark in my memory ecpt fot tht (look on top)& he ignoring me ):

finally decided to breakthrough th days of laziness to blog. (:

jingyi:
i will promise wht i said to jane.
so dont worry anymore (:

I realised tht he is a major hongster, but i cant control it rights? LIKE DUH!
Lulu!! wake up, no use trying(MH), cant change it? accept tht thn.
*****

jacqueline didnt come to school today ): but she was sick, validity of absence. -,-
so i rotted by myself in school today. took classfoto yesterday, when my hair was especially messy. OMT.. can faint siia, thn just b4 tht, make me all sweaty to go find tht lil girl. run th entire scool luhs, thn her reply was
-ehs? today need take classfoto? soo fast mehs?
(stood there and rotted/stunned/stoned/(fill in th blanks)
so obviously, lulu aint a good tempered girl, so i just literally spat out those word
-yahyahyah, faster lahs.
(&obviously, i just stormed off with her still over there, rooted to th ground + me, waiting for her to catch up with me, even though i was like 'walking off in a bloody fast speed- literraly hopping/jumping/running.)
i like my 'remixed' version of chionging in walking format (:
yeah sure, wadeva, lulu is full of crap.

thn today nth new happened (:

fcukfcukfcuk

shyt, iam like so fat? but freaking crybaby. so indrectly, i think iam a baby(and a fcukin pathetic one at tht.

went home with guixiong today, cause because of my big mouth, asking jacq to meet ben, i gotta go home with guixiong ONLY.. W/O JACQ!!
thn took bus with him, sms-ed jonathan, thn bet-ted with him abt jacq's presence at bbt. LOLS.

thn crapped arnd with jacq and guixiong, thn he went for tuition. not even an hour later, he come out liiaos, cause he lied to th tcher tht he gt headache, when he actually is feeling sleepy. later asked me and jacq to accompany him go th busstop which is like farfar away? but still, accompanied, since waiting for weiloong they all also. thn accompany him wait for 13. blahblahs. thn went finally reach our house there, sit at th playgrnd happily luhs. thn th rain, 'PONG!' drenched like siiao. cannot stand it, first to run after 10 mins. hehees.

thn waited,
waited,
AND WAITED...
FINALLY!

they came, but my mum came first. XD thn went home to change, finally feel dry.
thn went down to meet thm. thn blahsblahs.. went home halfway, and GREAT APOLOGIES TO JACQUELINE.

like mr rezal said; ppl's blog content including mine is boring, cause its always talking about some mundane rountine-like story.

i dont know wht i did these days; or whts wrong with me. i just earned a recent grudge to cry whenever i think about things&people.
obviously, i cried soo much more this month than i did last year; its just a sudden urge when everything around you quiets down soo much, tht you think back and thoughts of wht went by for th past&recents.

school is soo darn irritating.
i mean, whts wrong with ppl?? i dont like santeck. how many times must i repeat it? if you cant remember it;
step 1 - go buy one recorder
step 2 - i will willingly scream into you recorder and declare to it tht i dont like santeck
step 3 - GO AND LISTEN TO IT EVERY SINGLE DAY 24/7 ; i promise you, it will be soo attached to your brain. trust me.
however, special cases obviously do exists too :
ASHLEY CHIN - dont touch my h/p anymore!
DANIEL - just go and get a brain transplant and stop saying anything abt bryan and santeck in front of me.
TERENCE - shut your fugly mouth and dont open it as long as iam within 3 metres away frm you; rest assured tht i will fcukin show my appreciation if you come and piss me off still.


after school
went to see guixiong play basket ball;D thn he was th shortest there -,-
thn jacqueline'e eye gt hit by tht basketball which was apparently kicked by cheekah, and it was soo impctful tht it made jacq cried, sorry jacq, for laughing th loudest. but you must cheer up kayys? and trust me, its nt obvious at all now. iam so sorry.

thn cabbed home with her, b4 tht when to ask guixiong if he wanna cab toos, but he goin home i think? thn he was like; asj her cheer up kayys? girl cannot cry, cry not nice, thn th make-up will be ruined (in chinese). hehees. thn on th way in th cab, saw him, thn he was like, eh!!!! wait for me!! &obviously, jacq and i laughed. cause th cabbie was like, aiiyo! so sad, take cab go, so cool, soo good. thn i need to walk, soo hot, soo tiring. LMAO. thn was laughing hard. hehees~

bought bbt, thn went playground all th way till 6-going 7? talked abt ppl who upset-ted us, primary school life. both of us cried, cause we know tht somethings had been done and cannot be rewinded. thn in th end, joked abt our 'high-class HDB' neighbourhood :) thn i saw th green ice-cream trolley, i minutes later, both of us are happily eating our icecreams. (:

P.S:
Jane honey: i think i will have to give you a belated borthday gift, probadly arnd nxt week you will receive kayys? sorry!!

Jacqueline deardear: cheer up luhs, nxt time let you laugh at me luhs. (: cheerup, remember? (:

ooh, great. finally able to breakthrough my IT quarentine period.

took chinese paper today.
paper 1 was like... super sleepy?
thn i cannot stand it lahs, right compo halfway sleep...
thn wake up, finsh up th compo, thn start on formal letter writing
thn it was like... oh my mama, i wanna sleeeep lahs!
thn dunnoe why, i just fall asleep with my elbow on th table and my pen on th paper
fcukshyt, woke up, th paper gt one black splodge....
thn i see luhs, no mood to continue, thn redo again. lulu is stupid &crazy, I KNOW
thn finally do finsh, on th verge of sleeping luhs..
-BUT this time remebered to keep my pen offf my paper (:
anyways, i think iam gonna fail th paper 1, cause i was dozing off, and i also dunnoe wht comtent i wrote, just pure rubbish; nevermind, i will just top th class from th bottom again like CT1 &zhangli probadly wanna kill me again...

receeess:
quite little ppl luhs, dunnoe why.
but jacq say is cause different timin for different level th paper.
&it seems tht wherever i go, for sure see tht idiot.
OMFT..

yayyys, i likeee paper 2, cause i thought it wasnt hard.
not tryin to be proud, but weigen, natalie both said it was easy anyways.
and so, i was trying to be clever and waste off my energy,
cause th feeling of just-eaten-recess and hapily sipping my peach tea was soo niceee,
but i ended up feeling bloated though, caue i drank th entire bttle of peach tea up during th first half off th exam..
soo, as i was saying... tried to be clever, thn did th paper first time using highlighter to find th answers, thn redo th thing again, and if same answer, thn i write on answer booklet..
stupid rights? halfway through th comprehension, thn thought no more time, cause my eyes pachiao, see 11.15.45 as 11.45, only when th second hand move, thn i know.
shytty ass.. thn finally did finish, checked again. thn hand in.
and th reason for th kiasu-ness is cause i know i fail paper 1 luhs, thn must use paper 2 to amend. but i will probadly end up failing for th overall. hahas


after school:
stupid girlfriend brokeeee my black wrist bands, and since ppl call thn sex band,
i didnt carried any suprise whn she told me tht she heard tht if one broke, means you fcuk b4, thn tht elvytenghuiyun go break it like karate like tht..
- nevermind, as long as i know, elvy fcuk b4 with a imaginary human being can alrdy
P.S: please dont kill me, when you read. ((:

thn went to mr rezal's homeroom to rot and wait for jacquelinee,
helped khairiyah's grp to do th carving off th piece of protective layer on th acrylic plastic thing,
thn helped thm chose th colour blahblahblahs.
all was nice till i saw jonathon and his friend,
called my 'lulu malu' ;at least i dont look like banana rights? i got my genes frm humnans, not fruits. thnks a lot.

finallyyy, tht stupid tcher of jacq let her go off and went bck hme.

P.S : i'am seriously boreeed, and brokeee (jacq knows tht fully well ;D )




我爱的人，不是我的爱人
On th day tht you forget me, will be th day which i forget you truely .

&& she's finaally back, but not for long though....

Tag replies:
Huda: yeahs, changed for a longlong timeeeee luhs &hellos back :)
Jacqueline: lols, no one interested in buang-sters one th lahs.
Jane: lols, ohhkays. HONEY i've since th proof of your presence already!!
Wei kiat: uhs... you see wrong person liiaos, iam th ugly one beside th beautiful one :)
Wei loong: orh, hellos :)

oh my kanineh, parents are downright fcukers.
i think iam gonna be like, IT deprived due to my limit usage, or literally, NO USAGE of hp &computer. yahs, tht is unless th genius inside me. which is like, currently planting poopoo in my brain wakes up, flush th toilet bowl &commit my personality to suck up to thm like my sister does. maybe only thn, i will get back my freedom of IT. (ohhkays, or maybe.. i dont even have a genius living inside me XD)

English
perhaps changing seats wasnt a bad idea, even though iam still seating beside terrence...
Daniel was super entertaining and i swear he was like extremely full of himself.
cause he went: my english standard is sec 1, joshua is sec 3 and you are pri 6.
thn later zhihao read his entire compo on 'faces' and my starting paragraph on 'faces' toos, &he went, no! yours pri 6 (to daniel) , thn daniel said to me :aiiyos, thn you downgrade tp pri 4 lohs.
dotzx... my english sucks big time.

F&n
slept th entire lesson away right in front of sharrifah, and was seriuosly suprised tht she didnt ask me to wake up. but huda kept on playing with my cheeks....
hahas; plus i was sleeeeping away with my face helf slanted towards her. caue i am not able to understand and sleep in such a way tht your face is like directly facing th table.. cause its ike hot and stuffy ?

Recess
I saw you, walked literally beside you. but you didnt seem to notice. so I just walked away.

art
helped min erh's grp do th art thing voluntarily since my group havent done finish, and didnt bring to school. &like seriously, min erh, do you HAVE to leave pyss??

Geography
ohhyays, laughed like nobody's business and literally find everything funnie.
caused it all started with ashley giving me 'neck massage' and 'head massage'.
wtf, th nack was like goddamn painfullll ? &th hair massage made my hair messyyy. as in seriously lahs! ohmytian.... thn gotta retie my hair, thn he took my rubber band.
-.- but thn, i always tie 2 rubber band, so it was SAFE! thn he use my rubber band it such a fashion tht he looks like a gay.
first, he put it arnd his head like a headband, in a horizontall manner, made him look like th planet saturn, cause th rubber band was silver in colour... thn he tie his hair with it... look like a hen...
&tht did it, it striked like dunnoe some kind of fire? and my laughing senses is opeaating already lahs. wth, i laughlaugh till xiaoqi seat beside me, and she laughed at me -.- cause it was like.. a super strong infuence luhs. lols.
thn ashley come back after parading his NEW hairstyle...
thn mr rezal gave notes, and i was obviously busy laughing.
thn copied benjamin one lohs. DUH!!! :P

after school.
eat, sleep, drink, play, eat, study, study & coomputer!!!!
(*all in chronological order :P )

i told you she is temperamental

iam happy tht iam forgetting you,
but by reading ppl's blog, i learnt abt sths which i failed.
i failed to erase you frm my memory,
i failed to frget you,
and lastly, i failed to make you love me bck.

today ran napfa, gt position 84, right behing jacq.
thn went to 539 th mac,
thn went home,
thn ... nth happened









Even if everything elses fail, i will still be waiting for you at tht exact same stop everyday.

&she is here to blog again (:

ohhkays... so, wadever lahs (dunnoe wht iam talkin exactly)
i found th two boys friendly today for some reason esp. during chinese class. but gt eff-ed up all of a sudden after i left tht classroom and walked through tht wretched door - so its my attitude problem, not you guy's

skipped science lesson for th first time, iam not in th mood to study at all.
these few days had been extremely dry, nothing interesing at all.
&i think iam givin up hopes on becomin a NE ambassorder, have nt been attending/particpting anything in it at all; cause all of a sudden, iam uninterested.
daniel and terence was irritating, as in super extreme. spat at thm for dunnoe-how-many-times.

th only reason iam blogging is cause, i feel weird w/o blogging for one day. but i have absolutely nth to blog about.

my english is dropping, as in ..obviously? &seriously, it was never good, not even near ohhkays. soo, guess wht? iam prepared to fail or anything.

i dont have f.ms like you guys. you are super.... annoying.

my mind is a blank, and i will and shall just throw my entire head in studying and doin craps, so, like yesterday. continue flooding my fone to no avail.
~at th most, i will look and take notice, even if i do pick up; i will keep my mouth shut. &i will be only calling ppl, for like.. only jacq ?


i tried, and i think iam halfway to suceeding.

not gonna answer any calls, or reply any messages.
continue flooding my fone~

knackknacks~

i need a new grography textbook, cause keeping tht fcukin big tub if white glue in my bag, meant spilling and sticking all of th pages if my geog. txtbook.
finnaly ripped all th pathetic pages, but it still looks like a pile of shyt. and lucille tan cant study with a ruined txtbook in front of her, cause she will wanna flung tht stack of papers down th 10th floor.
(*can you iron paper material like th one's used for tht fcukin book w/o it stickin to th iron or sth which will eff up my mood? )

lessonsss...
sucks as usual, espeacially chinese.
cause i sat in front of two fugly idiots who were sooo xialan.
tht fatass kept calling edwin swimming bra cause of his chinese name, and went around critising ppl with his gay partner whom i think they fcuk each other till they share th sme sentiments on every single thing. and th fcukin gay was like, pissing ppl off and trying to act one innocent one. dont need me to repeat wht they said during art class. afterall, all i can say is both of thm make me have th urge to scream at thm like their are some kind of baby

fatass: you know 'swimming bra?'
gay partner: yah lohs ahahahaas!
(fat ass singing)
fatass: lucille, you know you very fat?
me: yeah, and iam proud of it. not like you, born to embaress yourself
(continue singing)
fatass: scarlet! your compo all copy your excercise book one lahs! otherwise, mine better one!
(continue singing!)
&considering th fact tht i wasnt in a good mood at all since morning, i just turn around and went - ZHENGDE! PLS LAHS, YOU SAY PPL, THINK YOU GOOD AHS? SING MACHIAM CROW KENE SORE-THROUT LIKE THT!

hate me all you wanna afer reading this part. I DONT CARE!

after school,
went bbt,
went playground,
saw a little boy,
and made me and jacq play 'blind mice' with him even though i was obviously in a foul mood,
thn he came,
-psp lend me
-not with me, at home
-no! your bag with you
&i dont care him, thn he walked away. nt gonna risk it another time.


if all things turned out right, i might just make a clean break with you
but if i failed, thn it will all be my fault, none of yours.
因为我爱上你，
所以一切都也许都挽回不了，
但我知道，我一定要先学会放弃

I ain't growing anywhere taller, &it's disheartening ]:

early in th morning 5plus wake up XD
but still, arnd 6.15 thn get out of my house, &went to top-up ezlink card :]

finally reached school luhs, thn wantted to find dumbass dear, but can't contact her,
but saw yongzhiLAOPO instead :] thn went up to mudanliang's classroom to find jacquelineDUMBASS DEAR - good rights? (*pukes) - ahlulu is never kind-hearted :]

&finally, lessons started.
english lesson was like a total blur for me lahs, only remembered tht i had to draw a comic strip based on - harmony. BUT, i went to draw stick ppl :]

thn P.E,
I swear i wanna kill tht stupid melinda lahs. idiot!! i failed th napfa 2.4km run luh mahs, left 1 round niias. gt run or never also fail, thn mr kumar said ohhkays, but she just had to add : awh! nonono, you shld train your stamina even more rights? -,-


C.M.E
i actually slept during circle time, everything i copy from scarlet one lahs.
- iam effing capable, to be able to sleep sitting &under th hot sun :]

Art
did th paper thing with jesper, cause kingsley had to go for wushu training-I WANNA SEE!!! thn went to miss loke's homeroom to borrow masking tapes ....

after school was fun luhs.
walked out of art room, thn saw jacqueline DUMBASS DEAR & weiyiBIGBIRD. thn took 229, but when reach busstop luhs, thn received call from yongzhiLAOPO; said gt sth important to tell me. but thn 229 come luhs. SORRY LAOPO!!
thn went bbt with jacqueline DUMBASS DEAR, weiyiBIGBIRD &lingzhu :]
quite fun, cause mainly, it was weiyi doin th usual craps XD
thn me &janqueline DUMBASS DEAR went to playgrnd to slack.
around 3plus? thn saw guixiong, thn slack together.
1 hour later, he come back from his tuition and slack with us again ;D

**********



th rest of th day was like, spent in a mid-slumber condition. as in i was veryvery sleepy.

Labels: i ♥ JANE toos :]

Tag replies:
Elvy: hellos, girlfriend ;D
Kingsley: fine lahs, here is your name -KINGSLEY TAN IS MY FRIEND- &you very k-po ehs. everything also wanna know ,somemore, i dont like benpeh lahs, i know you like him lahs. go jio him lahs, HOMO!
Jane: honey, good to know tht you like it :) cheerup for th band affair kayys? :)
Jacqueline: lols. look below!
Yongzhi: laopo, i love you lahs XD

currently transferring both of th dj max 1&2 to yongjie via msn messenger; its gonna take time, which is most likely gonna kill me.

today was fun, as in extremely FUN!
received jacq's call in th morning and tht made me bloody pissed of with tht bloody mdm liong and make me wanna slam her upside down (*if i can)
thn went to py bus-stop meet her, thn rotiprata shop. thn jingyang come and join us, supreme entertainer i must say. cause he made me laughed lik a fool. but thn he was caught for being in posessions of ciggerates by rukshana's husband, who is a police...

thn sat with xinyan on th bus to national stadium...
reached there finally, thn originally it was: santeck, singhao, me, lingzhu.)
thn stupid singhao wanna change place, so become: santeck, me(*much to my dismay), lingzhu, singhao. but thn went i amost goin to sit down with my face screwed up like dunnoe-wht, i saw JACQUELINE!! YaYs!! thn i chiong down. XD

thn for th time span tht i spend there, i went travelling along all th seats tht was dry with jacq. first seat: th malay guys in front was effing funnie; cause their seat was wet, so they ripped open th umbrella ans sat on top of it. nxt is in front of zhanyang, zegna and justin. zegna kept asking fr my fone and psp. thn i diedie dont lend him psp, say never bring, in th end, i lend zhanyang. XD thn stupid zehna go all th way to 2-02 th line-up time just to ask me to lend him my hp. thn miss tan was lik -lucille! zegna is your best friend ahs?
& i was like - NO!! i faint ahs..

thn saw pyss th performance, it was like, NICE! :P
thn me, jacq, yongjie and billy ran away halfway and went to mac.
thn gt one guy, stare st his laptop, thn smiling happily away; &obviously, we went like.. wah, watch porn ahs? soo happy?

thn buss-ed home, along th way, we literally treated th bus machiam our house like tht, laugh like nobody's business XD - uber paisehhed

YONG ZHI, JACQUELINE, KINGSLEY - seen your name bigbig already? XD







* ILY

everybody is leaving, for who-knows-wht-reason ?

Obviously, th peh brothers are leaving; thus, literally throwing me by myself in S'pore -,-
& for some reason, he is ignoring me ):

so,
went to school today, thn stupid miss tan scold Nadzirah till she cry, thn cause of one stupid groupwork-ing skit, she went:

th lady: Jesper, why did you back out hlfway? you were th one who volunteered right?
jesper: no because!...
th lady: (obviously dont really care about his opinions) & LUCILLE! you wasth monitress for 101 last year right? i always see you collecting stuffs for mdm liong, wht happened this year?
me: (trying very hard nt to laugh and smile when she is literally on fire)-cause i was like, th difference is, iam nt th monitress this year RIGHT? so why do i have to do all those craps? -,-
th lady: Daniel! instead of joking around and fooling around, why dont you rally them and get thm more enthu ab th whole activity:
Daniel: yes 'cher, sorry 'cher

bird-brain tcher, anyhow scold me without using your brains. I YOUR MONITRESS AHS?
Nadzirah try soo hard already, but you keep wana th class to excel in everything, thn throw her all th things to do/collect/inform &wadeva shyt. in th end, you make her CRY. selfish!

¬hing else happened which left a deep mark in my memory ecpt fot tht (look on top)& he ignoring me ):

finally decided to breakthrough th days of laziness to blog. (:

jingyi:
i will promise wht i said to jane.
so dont worry anymore (:

I realised tht he is a major hongster, but i cant control it rights? LIKE DUH!
Lulu!! wake up, no use trying(MH), cant change it? accept tht thn.
*****

jacqueline didnt come to school today ): but she was sick, validity of absence. -,-
so i rotted by myself in school today. took classfoto yesterday, when my hair was especially messy. OMT.. can faint siia, thn just b4 tht, make me all sweaty to go find tht lil girl. run th entire scool luhs, thn her reply was
-ehs? today need take classfoto? soo fast mehs?
(stood there and rotted/stunned/stoned/(fill in th blanks)
so obviously, lulu aint a good tempered girl, so i just literally spat out those word
-yahyahyah, faster lahs.
(&obviously, i just stormed off with her still over there, rooted to th ground + me, waiting for her to catch up with me, even though i was like 'walking off in a bloody fast speed- literraly hopping/jumping/running.)
i like my 'remixed' version of chionging in walking format (:
yeah sure, wadeva, lulu is full of crap.

thn today nth new happened (:

fcukfcukfcuk

shyt, iam like so fat? but freaking crybaby. so indrectly, i think iam a baby(and a fcukin pathetic one at tht.

went home with guixiong today, cause because of my big mouth, asking jacq to meet ben, i gotta go home with guixiong ONLY.. W/O JACQ!!
thn took bus with him, sms-ed jonathan, thn bet-ted with him abt jacq's presence at bbt. LOLS.

thn crapped arnd with jacq and guixiong, thn he went for tuition. not even an hour later, he come out liiaos, cause he lied to th tcher tht he gt headache, when he actually is feeling sleepy. later asked me and jacq to accompany him go th busstop which is like farfar away? but still, accompanied, since waiting for weiloong they all also. thn accompany him wait for 13. blahblahs. thn went finally reach our house there, sit at th playgrnd happily luhs. thn th rain, 'PONG!' drenched like siiao. cannot stand it, first to run after 10 mins. hehees.

thn waited,
waited,
AND WAITED...
FINALLY!

they came, but my mum came first. XD thn went home to change, finally feel dry.
thn went down to meet thm. thn blahsblahs.. went home halfway, and GREAT APOLOGIES TO JACQUELINE.

like mr rezal said; ppl's blog content including mine is boring, cause its always talking about some mundane rountine-like story.

i dont know wht i did these days; or whts wrong with me. i just earned a recent grudge to cry whenever i think about things&people.
obviously, i cried soo much more this month than i did last year; its just a sudden urge when everything around you quiets down soo much, tht you think back and thoughts of wht went by for th past&recents.

school is soo darn irritating.
i mean, whts wrong with ppl?? i dont like santeck. how many times must i repeat it? if you cant remember it;
step 1 - go buy one recorder
step 2 - i will willingly scream into you recorder and declare to it tht i dont like santeck
step 3 - GO AND LISTEN TO IT EVERY SINGLE DAY 24/7 ; i promise you, it will be soo attached to your brain. trust me.
however, special cases obviously do exists too :
ASHLEY CHIN - dont touch my h/p anymore!
DANIEL - just go and get a brain transplant and stop saying anything abt bryan and santeck in front of me.
TERENCE - shut your fugly mouth and dont open it as long as iam within 3 metres away frm you; rest assured tht i will fcukin show my appreciation if you come and piss me off still.


after school
went to see guixiong play basket ball;D thn he was th shortest there -,-
thn jacqueline'e eye gt hit by tht basketball which was apparently kicked by cheekah, and it was soo impctful tht it made jacq cried, sorry jacq, for laughing th loudest. but you must cheer up kayys? and trust me, its nt obvious at all now. iam so sorry.

thn cabbed home with her, b4 tht when to ask guixiong if he wanna cab toos, but he goin home i think? thn he was like; asj her cheer up kayys? girl cannot cry, cry not nice, thn th make-up will be ruined (in chinese). hehees. thn on th way in th cab, saw him, thn he was like, eh!!!! wait for me!! &obviously, jacq and i laughed. cause th cabbie was like, aiiyo! so sad, take cab go, so cool, soo good. thn i need to walk, soo hot, soo tiring. LMAO. thn was laughing hard. hehees~

bought bbt, thn went playground all th way till 6-going 7? talked abt ppl who upset-ted us, primary school life. both of us cried, cause we know tht somethings had been done and cannot be rewinded. thn in th end, joked abt our 'high-class HDB' neighbourhood :) thn i saw th green ice-cream trolley, i minutes later, both of us are happily eating our icecreams. (:

P.S:
Jane honey: i think i will have to give you a belated borthday gift, probadly arnd nxt week you will receive kayys? sorry!!

Jacqueline deardear: cheer up luhs, nxt time let you laugh at me luhs. (: cheerup, remember? (: