Prologue
"Perhaps, there will never be a definite meaning to 'love' and 'hate' ; but everything is always interconnected." -

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I am a girl , I live on earth . I like to eat chocolates and sweets . I like to see the sunrise . I despise spiders, insects and 2.4 km runs . What do you REALLY want to know about me ?
wht happened whn she was in a foul mood.

knackknacks~

i need a new grography textbook, cause keeping tht fcukin big tub if white glue in my bag, meant spilling and sticking all of th pages if my geog. txtbook.
finnaly ripped all th pathetic pages, but it still looks like a pile of shyt. and lucille tan cant study with a ruined txtbook in front of her, cause she will wanna flung tht stack of papers down th 10th floor.
(*can you iron paper material like th one's used for tht fcukin book w/o it stickin to th iron or sth which will eff up my mood? )

lessonsss...
sucks as usual, espeacially chinese.
cause i sat in front of two fugly idiots who were sooo xialan.
tht fatass kept calling edwin swimming bra cause of his chinese name, and went around critising ppl with his gay partner whom i think they fcuk each other till they share th sme sentiments on every single thing. and th fcukin gay was like, pissing ppl off and trying to act one innocent one. dont need me to repeat wht they said during art class. afterall, all i can say is both of thm make me have th urge to scream at thm like their are some kind of baby
fatass: you know 'swimming bra?'
gay partner: yah lohs ahahahaas!
(fat ass singing)
fatass: lucille, you know you very fat?
me: yeah, and iam proud of it. not like you, born to embaress yourself
(continue singing)
fatass: scarlet! your compo all copy your excercise book one lahs! otherwise, mine better one!
(continue singing!)
&considering th fact tht i wasnt in a good mood at all since morning, i just turn around and went - ZHENGDE! PLS LAHS, YOU SAY PPL, THINK YOU GOOD AHS? SING MACHIAM CROW KENE SORE-THROUT LIKE THT!


hate me all you wanna afer reading this part. I DONT CARE!

after school,
went bbt,
went playground,
saw a little boy,
and made me and jacq play 'blind mice' with him even though i was obviously in a foul mood,
thn he came,
-psp lend me
-not with me, at home
-no! your bag with you
&i dont care him, thn he walked away. nt gonna risk it another time.


if all things turned out right, i might just make a clean break with you
but if i failed, thn it will all be my fault, none of yours.
因为我爱上你,
所以一切都也许都挽回不了,
但我知道,我一定要先学会放弃